Am I not dead
than what is this place?
full of my dreams, fears and lies
only in one single thougt
only in one single sight
limitless, endless horizon
colorful, but sad
tormented state of mind
choice to make things right
one choice is all I have
but do I really have it?
or it`s just an illusion
build to make me feel significant
is the choice already made?
not by me, but from this place
I can`t believe it
I feel so weak
there is a cause to fight for
but I can`t move nor even blink
I`m stuck on this place
but I don`t want to leave
I came here by my choice
and leaving equals suicide,
cause THIS is what I live for...
this place... so I can stare at it
just one more time
not for last...
I`ll surely beg for more and more
there is no "enough"
cause this is not a drug
just a state, permanent
...but the place is fading!
what`s going on?
it`s getting darker and darker
I can`t see my thoughts
eclipse, there is no light anymore...
but I see a ray... like a bright star
just being born right in front of me
...you blinked
don`t ever do that again
I want to stay in this place forever
to stare in your... eyes...
BLOODy
03 Ное 2005 г.
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interesni4ko i 4udesni4ko 
браво!!!
